
Unfortunately the time has come for me to say goodbye to my beloved little dog Rascal. He died this morning (just two weeks after Goofy died).
He went downhill pretty quickly, since Friday. I thought it was the change in temperature that was slowing him down, but he never recovered to his old-self. This weekend I hung out with just him trying to make him comfortable so that he could be somewhat at peace. He gave me one last kiss on Sunday and I knew that he would go soon.
Yesterday was just bad, just a shell of his normal behavior. He couldn't use his hind legs so he'd try to walk and give up. He wouldn't eat anything I offered, no turkey slices, no hamburger. He was drinking water but even I know that you can't survive on water alone. My dad told me that I'd have to consider taking him to the vet, but I really just wanted him to pass away at home where he was comfortable not some foreign vet examination room.
Today I was waiting for my dad to show up so that I could call the vet to set up an appointment but he died before my dad got here. The tears have been on and off since then. When my dad got here I let him know before he walked in and he broke down. Rascal technically was my dog but he was bonded to both my dad and me. It was more emotional since we just did this with Goofy. I know he's not in pain anymore, but he was my constant companion since I was 11. It seemed like he'd just live forever.
After Goofy died my mom and I would reminisce about all the stunts he would pull. Rascal didn't really do anything all that bad, that was more of Goofy's thing to cause trouble.
When Rascal was a puppy (and I was still in 6th grade) he got into the bag of puppy food and ate so much that he would cry out in pain if we touched his side. Cue to my mom and I driving to our vet and then being told to go to an emergency clinic in Montclair. Cue to Rascal puking in the back seat on the drive to the vet and feeling all better once he gets examined. All we needed to do was put him in the back seat and rock the car, all better.
Rascal was seriously the best dog I will ever have. No other dog could compare to him. He was the most affectionate dog I have ever met, he was loyal, he knew that I was his mom and would wait by the door for me or lay in my doorway to protect me. He loved when I would treat him to a cup of milk or a slice of cheese.
Now I'm just sad that I have no pets to greet me when I come home. Just an empty house filled with memories.